ExoBassTix wrote:Not exactly sure if that was intended as a reply to what I said or not, but if it was, I'm not sure if you understood right what I meant. I'm (if I use your words) beating myself up and feeling self-conscious because I don't try to talk with people. I've talked about with my best friend, and well, I came to at least one summary of the situation: I'm continuously distracting myself as a conscious defense mechanism against a subconscious defense mechanism against social contact.
Injustrial wrote:Welp, Christmas kinda sucked for me. I've been estranged from my family after a heated argument and I'm not really sure what I've even done wrong. But they seem to be really pissed at me for "not asking questions about people's lives" (?)
Not really sure how to respond to all this. I'll probably try to mend things when the new year comes, even if it means I've gotta be the first one to pick up the phone, which I really dislike. Anyone been in a similar situation before and have any experiences they'd like to share?
Placing my tongue on the GR meter to taste the gain reduction I some how improved my skills.
Acsii wrote:that moment when you want to be with someone you can probably never be with and you had the chance to be with years ago but were too naive to realise so never went for it
FLAOFEI wrote:I could write about how alcohol is posibly on its way to destroying my life, but I'm pretty sure my moms just being overly dramatic about it :/ So that's a source of stress...
Yup. Instead I'm gonna rant about programing, which is booring as FUCK!!! I didn't chose computer engineering, I chose elecrtical engineering! I know it's usefull, but I still don't care about it. Programing is basically writing an extremley structured to-do list for a computer... And that structure is super complicated to learn! And now they want me to use a language I hardly know to write a program I hardly understand what it's suposed to do! We learnt the programing lenguage half a year ago, and I haven't used it since... So I'm pretty much useless at it at thiss point :/
I would like to learn programing... But right now... I hate it's guts, cause I can't handle this shit!
And back to studdying... Do I even have to tell you how much I want to slam my head into the keyboard until my computer shortcircuits from my leaking brainsubstance?
Placing my tongue on the GR meter to taste the gain reduction I some how improved my skills.
Ricky Denzel wrote:This is a recent blog post I made.
http://slateturner.weebly.com/home/my-big-problem
This always happen to me. It's like I'm not allowed to vent. People get so fucking upset because I say this and I say that. People need to ease the fuck up. It's called an "opinion" for a motherfucking reason. Can I have the one thing that keeps me from fucking murdering people? Can I have that? No! Yet, I have to say what people want. If you don't like what I got to say, then fuck you. I'm done...
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