I'm not gonna right down everything. But hoo-wee my life has been a doozy!
When I was young, I watched one my cousins get hit by a car. I once had to go to the hospital in first grade because there was a smashed beer bottle on my play ground, I grew up in Oakland California, lower east side, garden block. I girl I liked in 3rd grade drowned. I never really got over and I can't explain why.
I used to go to therapy but I stopped after I made my therapist cry, now I basically say whatever I want to whoever I want with no remorse, I lived with my auntie until my cousin was shot then had to move in with my biological father for about 4 weeks until he kicked me out, then I moved in with my mom. Now I live in Beaverton, Oregon.
I got into DJ-ing after a friend of mine introduced me to a night club owner who then asked me what my dream was and i basically said to be seen
Now I DJ at 21+ nightclubs at the age of 17(only because I wear a large gas mask) and make about a song about every two days because I feel that music is just my own little personal escape from reality.
Same with ponies, I envy the fact that they can solve a problem at the end of each week and write a letter about friendship, it makes me happy. I guess..
Ha.... I usually feel like a pretty normal teenager until I talk about my life.
Nobody respond to this to point somthing out I didn't mean to go all out on the post. Just needed someone to see.