A little background- I've been playing various instruments and making some mediocre techno on and off for a year or two, so I'm no stranger to making up songs, rhythms, and melodies and the like. Until very recently, I used Sony ACID Music Studio 7 for quite a while. I left it because all I felt like I was doing was pasting together sample tracks and loops, not actually making anything. I then decided to purchase DubTurbo for pretty cheap. Big mistake. Stay away from DubTurbo.
Anyways, I just discovered REAPER a few days ago, and I'm very frustrated. I've been listening to a lot of dubtrot and the like and I've got several ideas for making some remixes, but I honestly don't know how to work REAPER. I have no physical synthesizers or MIDI instruments. I have very little money. I really want to just sit down and make something substantial, but I'm so unfamiliar with everything that I don't even know where to start. I figured I'd look around and find some help, but none of the tutorials are sticking.
So I really need someone who's good at REAPER to just sit down and run me through basic stuff like making complex waves on the MIDI keyboard or drums or whatever through a PM session or something. Even linking to relevant videos is useful. I've seen quite a few, but hopefully... Alternatively, I'd like a recommendation to a program that's easy to pick up, but still versatile and not limiting- and preferably cheap. Reaper looks incredible, but stupidly complicated in some ways.
I'm just frustrated. I feel really helpless listening to all of this stuff and all I can do is make a simple saw wave melody.
Sorry for the wall of text! And thanks in advance.